You left my heart fractured, 

in pieces, in your cold wake.

I struggle to mend 

my bleeding fragments

with harsh spirits,

and crystalline powders,

a dark contrast

to your velvet touch,

your whispering kisses

that are now just memories

for me to treasure alone.

The pain in my soul

is as strong as a thousand men.

How could you inflict this

on the person you once loved so dearly?

Was it ever really love?

Or merely a game…

Were you just having a laugh

at how easy I was to control?

That I would come on command

to do your bidding?

I turned my world upside down.

Left old friends and habits

to die in the dusts of my past,

for your love acceptance.

But you didn’t care

you never loved me

you just wanted to possess me;

My thoughts

My actions

My dreams.

Well, you got your wish

I’m yours,

whether you want me or not.